No, no , no :)
If you have a creator, that creator came from something else. It cannot be monolithic and eternal because monolithic is useless. It must be complex.
You say it doesn't have to make sense, that it's beyond our understanding.
Things beyond my understanding still have to be logical, even if the logic is too complex or obscure for me. If it doesn't have rules, it is inconsistent and fragile. It would fall apart. It would be magic.
Magic is nonsense. It's an easy out that the religious use frquently: beyond our comprehension, a mystery, unexplainable, you need faith, all that baloney.
There are no gods. You and other agnostics are afraid to say that, and I do not know why you still cling to "there might be magic".